God's Words "are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh." Proverbs 4:22.
God desires you to have intimacy with Him and also learn about Him. Do NOT try to earn, by your own works, the right to be close to Him. Receive your relationship with Him by Grace.
"According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:" 2 Peter 1:3.
Hear and believe God's Word!